Double Bubble
- Mikaela Olaguera
- Sep 25, 2016
- 2 min read
Two years.
This very same date, a not-so typical Friday concluded as the weekend of tremendous change started for the rest of my life. I have no idea on its magnitude until I came out of Tanghalang Abelardo that night.
It was my second month in the university. Torn between the great memories I had from my previous school, all the same joggling with a ton of readings, discourse, and lifestyle in this fast-paced community; I was in a boiling hot mess of anxiety.
But that day is still so clear in my memory. I was told it will change me big time and that’s it. Totally unaware of what’s actually happening inside, I marched on a dimly lit academic oval with a surprisingly calm heart.
I thank You, my God, that weekend happened to me.
Just when I thought that we are already connecting, that my heart is unchangeable, then I was wrong. You opened my eyes that there is so much more I am missing.
I don’t even know where I’m gonna end up at this point if I haven’t encountered You two years ago. I still don’t know where I’m gonna be two years from now but Your presence in my life gives me confidence and sense of security that everything is going to be fine amid the apparent complications I am currently in. You made future look beautiful in my eyes.
Hazards didn’t disappear. But equipping is a real game-changer.
Two years in this world is fleeting but with all I went through with You since then, they felt longer to me. Every day seems to count significantly. You are with me and it feels fulfilling now that I am aware.
For the days I set You aside, You never left me. You never gave up on me when everybody else did, even myself. How can a perfect, blameless entity that made everything in existence care for mankind who sins against Him? Your love is indeed unquantifiable to human logic; its entirety’s unfathomable to understanding. But that what makes it profound, it surpasses all rules and convention.
Knowing that Your work in me is bound to its completion one day gave me bursts of honor and excitement. Everything does have its reason like a piece of puzzle in the bigger picture of life. This same revelation brings calmness to the soul, a sense of reassurance that everything is taken cared of—every circumstance—all the time. It keeps me going: knowing that my efforts are not in vain. Though things may seem to be taking a long while to pay off, it will do eventually: when its timing will make perfect sense.
To forever.
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